Mark your Calenders

April 11th 2010

yours truley will be doing "THE MUD RUN!"

Yes...you did read that correctly!

If you have no idea as to what this is you must check it out!

www.mudrundfw.com

I'm still in disbelief at the moment.

This goes against everything I am.

It consist of getting dirty, sweating, muddy, wearing combat boots,ponytails and camo pants!!

...but I am so pumped about this adventure! And that it will be!

Come out for some priceless entertainment!!!

Food for thought

So this morning I'm in my bathroom getting ready for the day. And also having a conversation with a girlfriend(and a fabulous one at that) thru texting. She is also having trouble concieving and just started taking clomid. We have been referred to the same Infertility doctor. I have not yet met the man that Will get me pregnant, but she has. She says he is wonderful and has a great bedside manner. What a relief! I know things aren't at the moment working out as she wants them to. I know and feel her frustratrion and disappointment. I know she is tired of waiting just as I am. As I am having this conversation with her it suddenly all makes sense.

I have asked God over and over again...WHY ME?? Why do I have to endure this? Why do I get my hopes up over and over again? Why can't I just get pregnant like everyone else?

And in that moment I realize this....Maybe I have gone through all of this . So in this time in her life I can be there for her. That I truley know the disappointment and the frustration she faces. And if that is the case as hard as it's been...it's worth it!